Saturday, August 17, 2013

Search for my Handicabable self...

Still striving for handicapable vs. handicapped...the growing of flowers became harder and harder for me to be able to do as my back got worse.  Therefore the search to find something I can do inside.

I started making the adorable stuffed dragons...We've sold 3 and gave a couple as birthday gifts...I love to sew.

 Looking at making a bunch of baby clothes and what not's as I just found out my daughter is pregnant.  I am so thrilled there are no words to express.  The tough part is they are not telling anyone till the end of September...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh....  I want to scream it out to the world.  And I can't really start making baby stuff right now as people will start to wonder...argh!


Thursday, April 25, 2013

Learning to be Handicabable vs Handicapped!

Being a normally active person, this health issue has created obstacles for me.  I want to do all the things I did before, take care of my home and my family.  I miss cooking and cleaning.  I know that sounds crazy, but I do miss doing it.  I miss making my home beautiful and comfortable for my family.  I miss making wonderful meals for them.  I miss doing my own laundry.

Finding things I can do vs just sitting in a damn chair and crocheting.  While I love to crochet, I've burned myself out on it.  I still have many things I want to make, but I need something else too.  We went to the Home Depot yesterday after my doctors appointments.  And decided I want to try my hand at growing flowers.  Everyone else is working hard on getting all the vegetables ready for when the green house goes up.  (just waiting for snow to melt).  Living in the mountains we have a very short growing season.  So we have started tons of seeds in pots in the house (kitchen).  Everything from Tomatoes to Peppers to Watermelons and squashes and all stuff in between. (my favorite is the beets...lol)

We have this wonderful trellis that Greg (my partner) and I made a couple years ago. We cut tons of willow branches (had to clear some out anyway so re-purposed them) and put them on the trellis, while it looks very cool, and even some of the willows have rooted and started producing leaves last year, I really wanted it to take on a live of its own.  We we bought a large honeysuckle plant yesterday (blooms will be in pinks).

I will get more of course, but this is a start, so when the weather gets nice I will have well established plants to put in the ground by the trellis.  I am also considering seeing if I can clone from it too.  The goal is to have the entire trellis covered in honeysuckle.  It is a perennial so will come back every year.  I wanted to do moon flowers but they are annuals, so won't work for what I'm trying to do.

I did get some moon flower, morning glory and columbine seeds.  They are current soaking in water to plant this after noon.  The columbines ones established good will be planted out in our woods in the area I call Summerland.  It is a place of remembering loved ones who have passed to the other side of the veil.  Not a cemetery  but a place to remember the joy of their lives.  I have a half log I worked on a couple years ago, I will finish into a bench and I want to make a small trellis to go over it...may put honeysuckles there too.  I also want to plant some yellow rose bushes out there for my mom.  She loved yellow roses...and a lilac bush.  I'm not sure how it will go.  The area does have a opening in the forest canopy for the sun to shine down on it.

I've never been known for a green thumb, but Pat (my other partner) is there to help me so my flowers will all blossom.  This is something I can do from a chair...and I get help with the things I have a hard time doing. I'm so excited to do this.. Pictures to follow...lol

Bright blessings for a wonderful day...
Barbara

Monday, April 1, 2013

I know it has been a long time since I last posted, so much has gone on in my life I know I will never be able to catch it all up.  The biggest issues now is my health.  I have been diagnosed with severe to extreme arthritis in my lower spine and it is working its way up.  This makes it were I can only walk for very short distances and then I have to sit.  It causes severe to extreme pain.  

It is very frustrating...all the things I can no longer do.  Simple things I took for granted, like walking everywhere, cleaning my home, doing laundry, making my bed even taking a shower and washing my own hair.  

While all this is horrible and could be worse, I am very fortunate to have a wonderful family to take are of me.  I want for nothing.  I can't even imagine how I would fare if they were not here for me.  

So I sit here counting my blessings.  All the wonderful and precious things I have.  My incredible chosen family...and my wonderful daughter.  

I have been able to do a lot of crocheting and working on projects.  I will be able to concentrate on my sewing projects...all my crafting I can still do.  I am truly blessed.